Same Girl

Hey, I’m doomed. Mr Lee is very upset with my Science test results. Well, I was very attentive during his lesson last semester but I realized the lessons are getting boring. The topics does’nt interest me anymore. To make it worse, I think I’m going to fail for the Chinese test. The teacher just came into the class and said we were going to have a test. I did’nt revise at all. F. I have to wake up! I want to score for the Final Year Examinations. I want, I want…actions speak louder than words. Heh.

Teacher’s day tomorrow. There will be a road run. Everyone, beware of me! Because I’m going to take all of your last positions. Ahh, I dislike running, especially long distances. Dam.

I met him at a party, he came right up to me.
He whispered in my ear.
Confessions, He said he loves me.

Obsession

I made it into PESS.

I’ve been listening to this song for quite awhile. I would cry everytime I listen to this song. The music video is very touching, it melts my heart everytime I watch it. My father plays an extremely important role in my life. He is my superman, he is the hero of my life. He is the only man who would give up anything for me. He protects me with his life. Dad, I love you. I will be good, I will try hard at school, I promise you.

Frankie J – Daddy’s Little Girl

Anyway, school was boring. I scored 7/12 for my Math test. I’m not satisfied and I will be having a re-test. Thankfully, Mr Ho allowed me to have a re-test. I want to scored full marks since I have studied the paper and did my corrections during study time. I had an English test. I think I will score well, at least that is what I hope. I will beat her, hands down. Sometimes, I hope school will be a little more exciting. Heh.

Good night. I love you, baby.
PS: The worse enemy and best friend is not them but yourself.

Because Of You

Heyho, what’s up? Okay, I sound like a nerd but then again, I think nerds are cool. Seriously, from the bottom of my heart. Man, don’t you know I’m a nerd too?

I edited the picture above last semester. I know that it is’nt nice but I love it anyway. It reflected on how I felt, but anyway, it is over. I could’nt care less. Nonetheless, I still love my ugly photoshop skills. Thank you very nicely. Oh, Dominica and I coached the juniors today. The weather was fine, overall, it was fun. The juniors reminded me of C’div 2006. I miss those times when we quarrelled, got punished and all. Even though, we are’nt as skillful as now but it was hella fun. We had so many conflicts but we still make it up to one another. We would cry and laugh together. Ahh, bitter sweet memories. Loves. Mrs Tan will announce the main players for PESS tommorrow. I’m not excited or nervous, but somewhere in between, I feel…I feel…tried. Alright, I need to pull myself back together. Like I said before, somethings are suppose to be locked. Heh.

I’m sleepy. Good night.

 

These Simple Words

Bryan and Ting ting are at my place baking cookies. Ting ting and I tried a new recipe, I think it is cool. Bryan is our guniea pig because he had to taste and comment on our cookies. Lol. He is bugging to blog so…

HELLO EVERYBODY HAHAHS!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
BRYAN HERE. Today had a fun day baking cookies…RACHEL IS SO FAT!!!
HHAHAHAHAHS…I have nothing to say already..LOLS
RACHEL EAT SO MUCH TODAY…HAHAHAHHS… RACHEL SUCKS! that for sure

Dam, ignore him! To think he actually said he loves me. Oh well, I admit I eat alot today. I have not been in a very good mood for a long time, now that my mood is back from vacation, I will treasure it. Mrs Tan will be annoncing the PESS main players on Tuesday. I feel like dying already. I want to play so badly! Rachel, stay positive positive positive. Smile.

My teeth hurts alot after the last appointment I went. My braces is uber tight, I wish I could remove it right now. My teeth feel as if it is crying or yelling for help but I guess it is for my own good. Everyone wants a beautiful smile which will leave an everlasting impression. A smile that will go right through your heart, a smile that will melt your heart. Guys love a girl with a smile that brightens up their day when everything is going wrong. A friend needs a smile when they are down, in fact, everyone needs a smile followed by plenty of laughters. Remember, when there is a smile, there will be laughter.

Okay, I’m becoming naggy again. I don’t want to…Anyway, I hope August will go by quickly. This month has’nt been a good one. Too many quarrels, too many misunderstandings, too many tears, too many of the too many. Eh, get what I mean? You don’t have to know either. Somethings are personal and I’m going to lock them up. I will give you the password if you are worth it. Heh.

Sweethearts, it is late. I’m going to bed and if you’re reading this, go to bed too. Good night!

Don’t Walk Away

1. Three Names You Go By.
Rachel, Rach, Chel.

2. Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now?
The Simpsons shirt, shorts, slippers.

3. Do you still have feelings for
your ex?
No. Feelings as friends/cousins yes.

4. Have you ever been given roses?
Yes. I love roses especially blue ones.

5. What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
I don’t watch romance, I watch action. In action movies, there are usually romance so is it counted?

5. How many times have you honestly been in love?
3 times, including now.

6. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
Yes, definately. Lord has decided who you have to be with, you will never know. That is the intresting thing in love.

7. Whats your current problem?
I have a hard time trusting a person. Are you friction or fact?

8. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah, it was a roller coaster ride man.

9. Your thoughts of online or long distance relationships?
Hmm, online dating could last if you meet the right person. I think long distance relationships are possible because I have read in magazines how couples from another country met online, fell in love, travelled across the globe to meet each other and got married. I find it utterly sweet.

10. Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Yeah, Heri! What is more than friends, less than lovers and better than close friends? BEST FRIENDS! Haha.

11. Do you believe the statement, “Once a cheater always a cheater”?
No, people do change, if they are willing to.

12. How many kids do you want to have?
I want to have twins or triplets!

13. What is your favorite color(s)?
Pink, purple, black.

14. Do you believe you truly love only once?
No, duh. Come on, be realistic. I’m only 14 years old, I still have many years ahead of me.

15. Imagine you’re 69 & your spouse just died, would you get re-married?
Nah, I would just get a dog as a companion.

16. At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex.
I’m a little slow at heart, I think around primary 6? Lol.

17. What song do you want to hear at your our wedding?
The song, “Somewhere Over The Rainbow”.

18. Do you know someone who likes you?
Yeah, Bryan, Halibush, Helibush and Feefee. Don’t tell Bryan I cheated on him with my hamsters!

19. Do you like anyone?
I love baby boy, not like.

20. Do you believe in second chances?
Always. Haha.

I was bored so I did the survey. Ahh, now I’m bored again. I’m having a terrible tummy ache and I feel I’m going to die. I’m going to have an early night, CIP tomorrow. BORING!

Goodnight.

Love Stoned

My eye, ankle and finger hurt. I have no idea why it hurts. My ankle got worse after today’s training. It started to hurt yesterday, and I did was ignore. Heh. I don’t want to rest because PESS is nearing and I don’t want to waste anymore time to train. I hope I won’t break down. :\

Today’s training was self training. This is the first time all of us got along so well. I’m glaaaaaad. I’m looking forward to more self trainings in future. Lol. Yeah, school was average. If only NYAA lessons could be like today’s for the rest of the year, it would be great. Keep dreaming Rachel.

Alright, my eye is hurting like crazy right now. Good night.

Bump Like This

I’m blogging daily, and that is something you should be happy about. I don’t blog 4 days in a row, alright? So smile. Nothing much today, just school and netball. Seems like, the only two things that revoles around me from Monday to Friday are school and netball. I’m taking a break on Friday, I’m going to eat at Seoul Garden till I explode. The feeling of satisfaction! Wait, I have something silly to say. Lol.

Till now, I’m still thinking about you.
Wondering how everything would be like if i had’nt left you.
The pain, the countless tears, the buckets of misses are caused by you.
My heart was broken into pieces but I’m still breathing.

Why won’t, why won’t you let me go.
Why won’t, why won’t you live your life and let me live mine.
Why won’t, why won’t you get off me.
Baby, you are driving me nuts, I have packed my suitcase, you should too.

I heard the praises of you, I doubt and fall back into your trap.
Everyone smiles at the thought of you, I look back and all the memories rush back.
What do you want with me? Baby, leave me alone.

Why won’t, why won’t you let me go.
Why won’t, why won’t you live your life and let me live mine.
Why won’t, why won’t you get off me.
Baby, you are driving me nuts, I have packed my suitcase, you should too.

Ah, wait. It ain’t about my ex or Bryan. I love Bryan, period. The ‘you’ above is refering to my past. Well, it is about my past always catching up on me, bringing me down and et cetera. I can’t help it but feel this way. Somethings are better left zipppppp. Heh. You might think I’m emotional but you don’t know what I have been through. Besides, now that I have transfered school and moved on with life, I still have people back there, spreading rumors about me. Somehow, the rumor managed to travell here and it turned my life upside down. So whatever, just leave me alone if you are Mr or Mrs Evil. No matter what happens in future, words won’t bring me down anymore.

Good night.

I’m So Wrapped Up In Your Love

Baby bo you stay on my mind
Fulfill my fantasies,
I think about you all the time,
I see you in my dreams.

Baby boy not a day goes by
Without my fantasies,
I think about you all the time,
I see you in my dreams .

Hello, I’m caged at home and dying of boredom. I want to go out! But it is a Sunday, and Sundays are suppose to be a family day. Everyone’s home and I would’nt want to be caught in the rain even though I love getting dirty and wet. Guess it is going to be a cold and wet Sunday. A perfect weather to suggle with a pet, or in your bed with the comfort of your big teddy bears. My hamsters are to small to suggle with but I can always watch them curl up and slowly falling asleep. They are so adorable! I wonder if they ever dream, if they do, what do they dream about? Sunflower seeds, cheese, donuts and et cetera. They are definately worthy of my love.

I think I will be staying at home for the whole day. Dang, I want Pizza Hut for dinner! Drumlets, Chicken O’le…I don’t care if I get fat (fine, I care about it), I just want a good dinner to end my day. Mummy said that we will be having late dinner, what does that means? I’m feeling famish now! Enough said about food and all. I know you are getting sick of my yacking. :\

Anyway, I gotta go. See you soon!

My Boo

What’s up, I’m feeling very sleepy. In fact, I have been feeling sleepy for the past few weeks. I had a headache just now, and now my neck is aching. Dam, guess I have been in front of the computer for too long. I don’t like headaches because…I just don’t like it, who does?

I went out my love, Tingting today. I did’nt want to stay at home because it is uber boring! She wanted to do some shopping too so we headed to Vivo City. We went to Food Republic for lunch. Tingting had fried hokkien mee, soya bean milk and dough fritters. I had dough fritters, soya bean milk and butterfly. (Well, that is what they call it) We could’nt finish the dough fritters so we ended up arguing. Blame the butterfly for making so full. We were suppose to take the dough fritters along but we ditched them. Dang, I feel mean.

We walked around Vivo City, shops after shops. Tingting did’nt shop, we window shopped instead. Overall, our money were spent mostly on food. Yeah, the tummy comes first! So after all the window shopping and snacking, we went to compass. Tingting had to go home, so I met baby for dinner. Pizza Hut was packed so we ate at Macdonald’s. I did’nt eat much, I had in between meals, remember? Lol. I guess I’m going to get fat. But I don’t care! As if baby ain’t fat…heh heh. After dinner, baby sent me home. I love bullying him! I love his childishness! It makes me laugh so hard that i forget all my toubles. Thank you so much, baby. No one gets me like you do, no one has ever make me feel this way before.

Okay, goodnight lovers.

PS: I can’t upload any photos because there is a problem with the USB connection! What a bitch. >:(

I’m Still Hanging Here.

Hey, I’m still lost. Oh well, I guess I’m going to have a hard time finding my way through. Heh.

I’m having school online, and it suck big time. There are topics which I have not learn, and whenever I try to submit my assignment, I always get rejected. We are given a minimum of time to complete the assignment given but half of the time is always taken up by the long loading. It is so frustrating! Half of my class have given up, should I? :\

Alright, blog soon.