I Did’nt Steal Your Boyfriend

Hello there, memories from my toilet bowl.

I have been deleting my entries. I don’t know what to write anymore. My blog is lack of photos, shocking news and readers. Maybe I should take a video of myself naked, and in a minute, I will have million of readers crushing my blog. Overnight porn star! Alright, I’m just kidding. I will never do it, I swear upon my computer’s life.

I baked cookies! The cookies improved! I guess I have got the hang of it. ^_* I’m giving to my mates tomorrow. Haha. Besides that, I revised Science. Completed a few chapters, but I still have to keep going on. You can do it, even though you got the lowest.

Today is Bryan’s and my third month. Nothing much happened. Bye!

PS: If you want to go, I’ll give you green light.

You And Me

I’m at school, using the computer at the music room. I was suppose to search for materials for the project but somehow I got distracted.

I’m in a confused state. I don’t know what to do. Why is this feeling coming back? Mr Nightmare is hunting me again. Welcome back. :\ Examinations is about to return from vacation, and I can’t afford to let anything pull me back. Work hard, Rachel.

Goodbye.

It Always Comes Back To You

Hello there, sweethearts from my toilet bowl.

All of a sudden, I’m feeling emotional. Maybe it is because of the song I’m listening to, but then again, it does’nt matches to what I’m feeling/thinking now. Hmmm, I’ll tell you.

I think I’m going to cry, I’m already tearing a little. I remembered how naive I was when I was younger. I had many friends whom I trust. Friends were on top of my list, even more important than my family. I did’nt know what was love, truthfulness, backstabbing and being taken advantage of was. My thinking was simple like a 3 year old child. I gave everything I could to my friends, I thought I would be treated the same way in return. Who knew, I got backstabbed, taken advantage of and dumped. I was on cloud nine and I fell to the ground, my heart shattered. I ran back home, crying and I thought I would be alone for the rest of the day but I saw my father with open arms. I ran into his arms and I rememered clearly, I cried my heart out. My mother was there, comforting me and my brother was there too, telling me jokes. I realized that the only people you can run to and really go all out for is your family. I want to thank my parents but the words just won’t come out. I just…love you dad, mum and bro. You are my everything. :’)

My hamsters are equally important. I reached home and realized that I did’nt return the class key. I went back to school to return the keys and decided to take Halibush for a walk as he was awake. I carried him on my hands, stroked his fur and gently handle him. I whispered into his ear, saying I love you and I’ll protect you. I think he knows it, and he fell asleep in my hands. There is a connection between him and I. Helibush is beside me, asleep on the table. Feefee is sleeping in his cage too. These 3 hamsters have heard me cried, seen my ugly side and know my darkest secrets. Its funny how I can become emotional over 3 tiny pets, but somehow, there are very big in the inside. You don’t know what they have done and make me feel inside. One day, they will have to leave me. I don’t want to but if it happens, I know that God will take good care of them. For now, I’ll treasure them and love them like nothing in this world. Best friends and pets like them last forever.

Okay, this is a naggy post. Maybe, you have learn something more about me. Lol. I’m not always the cheerful Rachel. There is someone else inside of me. Her name’s Shadow. Alright, good night.

Let It Burn

Hello there, lovers from my toilet bowl.

Grandma ate a piece of the chocolate chip cookies I made for her.
I asked her: “Grandma, how was it?”
“Very nice.” she said with a wide smile.
I asked her: “Do you know why it was’nt walnut cookie?”
She paused and thought for a moment.
She then replied: “No, why?”
I gave her a hug and replied: “Because your love is so sweet, I bet it
taste better than chocolate chips.

I’m being lame. I don’t know what to write. Hmm, I’m still having cough and flu. It stinks really bad. I have quite a few photos to upload, but…I’m too lazy to upload them. Does’nt matter anyway. No one reads my blog. Haha.

Blog soon. Goodbye.

PS: Because if you compare walnut to chocolate chip cookies, chocolate chip cookies are sweeter. So the I is saying that the love given by her grandma is as sweet as chocolate but the taste of her love is much better. Get it, Tingting? I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu too!

I’m Good

Hello there, bugs from my toilet bowl.

I’m down with a sorethroat, slight flu and cough. My bones are numb and I’m feeling weak. Great timing! But I’m going out to study with Amy tomorrow. I’m having a Science test on Monday. :\ Afterwards, I have to go to Asia Grand to celebrate my uncle’s birthday. Dam, I don’t have the mood to go anywhere. I just want to stay at home and rest. I’m not in the mood! Thanks to the bug. Heh.

Oh yeah, Happy Belated Birthday to Boohui and Sarah! I will end this post with a song. Dangerously In Love by Beyonce. She sang it live!

Goodbye.

You’re Not Irreplaceable

Angry, confused and frustrated.

I don’t know how I’m feeling. Maybe very angry, extremely confused and a little frustrated. Mr Sun, I have had enough of rain over my head. When are you coming out? :\

You have another girl in your life, go ahead and give her everything you need to give. I’m not stopping you. I don’t want to keep fighting against myself. Me, myself and i is all I got in the end. Afterall these while, you still don’t know me enough.

Goodnight.

I’m One Of A Kind

Hello there, dummies from my toilet bowl.

As promised, I have uploaded a few photos. I decided to upload only two because the other photos are too large to be uploaded. But still, please appreciate this kind thought of mine! Thank you.

Helibush, helibush…okay, I edited it and he does’nt know. So shut up, yeah? I know I’m thick skin but I know Helibush loves me. I just know so don’t ask!

Kumar is super laaaaaammmmmmeeeeeee. But at least, he does’nt tell cold jokes. Okay, I hope he sees this!

Good night!

You Don’t Know My Name

Hello there, lovebirds from my toilet bowl.

I had a long day today, so I shall keep it short and simple. Dominica and I were selected for the Eviormental Oral Presentation Skills Workshop. Okay, we volunteered as we thought it sounded fun. Sayfiee anf Yasmin were selected too. We had to take our own transpot to the NEA building at Newton. Dominica and I took the MRT down and reached there at about 8 :20AM. We had to register at 8 :30AM. Sayfiee and Yasmin were grouped together and I was grouped with Dominica. Sayfiee was late and poor Yasmin had to wait for him at the roadside. The first half of the presentation was fun then I started getting restless. The duration is from 9: 00AM to 5PM! How about that? Gosh, my butt was aching like crazy. Plus, we had to sit with other students from other schools. None were friendly except for Naval Base Secondary students. Overall, it was pretty lame. I don’t want to go back anymore, please! LOL. At the end of the programme, I was ditched by Dominica. Fuck.

Anyway, I was suppose to meet Bryan. But he forgot about me because of basketball. I was mad at him and disappointed at the same time. Sometimes, I wonder if basketball means the world to you. If you are out with your friends or family, I’m sure I can understand. But its basketball you are talking about, a non-living thing. Ahh, whatever. I don’t want to think about it anymore. After the workshop, I went back to Compass Point to eat. Yeah, I was alone throughout the whole late afternoon. One more thing, I hate empty promises period.

Photos will be uploaded on the next post!

Good night.
PS: I love you anyway.

Your Love Is Lifting Me Higher

I’m at Tingting’s house. Staying over, I think.

Anyway, today is the PESS Netball Carnival. We lost 2, drew 1 and won 5 schools. Dammit, I think I could have done better. (Waaaaaaaaaay better) I did’nt like the empires because their umpiring were/are bad. There were so many balls that went out of court! I’m so mad. Oh well, at least we have done our best. We gave it our all and now, it is back to trainings. Train hard, girls.

I’m in love with baby boy. And I don’t know why I’m typing this. Maybe I’m bored, sleepy and I need entertainment. I wish you were here baby. I want to hold your hands! Eh, I’m speechless.

Goodbye.