Drama Queen.

Honestly, I’ve been laying here trying to deal with this pain.

Feefee passed away this morning. I cried my heart out, and I can’t take my mind off him. Everytime I close my eyes, the image of him always appears. Baby, I miss you & I love you. Can you hear me? Baby, no matter how far you’re, my love will always reach out to you. Be a good boy! And listen to God, he’s going to take good care of you, alright? Rachel loves you a million times more than sunflower seeds. (:

I asked Dad to accompany me today. He took the time off and accompanied me to Far east Plaza to get the jacket I have been eying for and went to Queensway to get a pair of new shoes. Instead, he bought me two shoes. Asics netball shoe and a pair of Nike shoes. He wanted to prove me wrong that Asics is better than Nike. I had a bad, bad, bad experience with Asics. Oh yeah, I saw Mr Billy at Queensway too! I talked to him awhile, and his muscles are getting big. Can punch them really hard. Hahahahaha. Yes yes, I love my Dad! Mumoo was jealous because she can’t go shopping. Heh heh.

I’m left with Halibush, Helibush and Tinybush. I’m going to treasure them so so so so much. I don’t want to lose another day not telling them how much I love them. Treasure what you have now, don’t regret.

Goodnight!

I’m Going To Love You Right.

Hello, just a short update before I head to dreamland.

I’m so tired. I had a mini training in the morning, and a major training this afternoon. Mr Sun did’nt appear much in the afternoon, in fact, Mr Rain finally decided to show up which is bad. The ground was slippery, and I could’nt perform as well because I was afraid of spraining my ankle. Instead, I injured my back. O.o  Rest, rest, rest…

Heliiiiiiiiiibush! Haliiiiiiiiiiiibush! Tiiiiiiiiiiinybush! Feeeeeeeeefee! <3333 My ham ham, sugar coated.

Good night.

Loosen Up My Buttons

I’m back, and none of my body parts are broken.

I don’t want to elaborate anything about the camp. It will be longish and full of grammatical mistakes but I will give it a try. Just a brief summary. Eh, the instructors were super great! Especially Ahmad (Mummie!) and Instructor Den (I don’t know the spelling!). Mummie was very funny and random. No, random does’nt mean the random you are thinking about. The random I’m talking about is refering to talking about senseless, crappy, lame and yet funny stuff. Yeah, thaaaat random. Examples: “I am so hungry that I can eat a BBQ pit!”, “Don’t let me cook you in curry without water!” and “Don’t force to stuff you in my hair nose!” (Nose hair, that is) Okay, it might not be funny to you but it is to me so shut up. I won! I realized I can’t work with a few persons but I did’nt show it out which is good, I guess. Camp fire was good, although the lights keep going out and it was uber stuffy and hot. I got to know some other people too. I made a few new friends which are like me. In the sense of…forget it. LOL. The area we slept was indescribable. It was not splendid, neither was it very bad. I just think it was average. At least it is better to sleep in the tent than sleep on the hard ground. That’s it! I’m done with camp. I can’t remember anything else.

Oh well. Oh yeah, I got promoted! My results are worse than cow dung, and I still can get promoted. God must be watching over me. Alright, I promise I will work harder next year. I have started Math lessons, and Chinese will be next. Know why, because my Dad says so. So quit laughing at my broken Chinese! I scored pretty well for it. I think my written Chinese is better than my spoken Chinese. I still can’t take a look at my English composition. Bad, bad, bad…

Bah, goodbye!

PS: Ain’t no sunshine.

And I’m Telling You.

I’m not going to be home for 3 days! I’m going to miss Halibush, Helibush, Feefee and Tinybush. :’( How can I be sure they’re going to be alright? My brother does’nt even bother to talk to them! They need someone to talk and wish them goodnight everyday. Sigh. I’m going to miss my family, bed, room and of course music! No music for 3 days, I might as well go to hell. Oh well, I’m going to get wet and dirty. Who cares! :}

I dislike her! (Not Dominica, please!) I dislike the way she talk and well, everything about her. Yeah, she is nice towards me…once in a blue moon. Just the thought of her makes me mad. I can’t stand her anymore! Plus, I have to see her during camp. Oh man, what luck! She’s just there there and there. Luckily, she ain’t in the same group as me if not I’ll surely faint. At least, I don’t have to spend 24/3 with her! You can smile now, Rachel. Dislike can turn to hatred, if it does, I don’t have a choice. Haha. I’m mean, but whatever! Of course, I’m not tolerative. Been tolerative for so many years and what did I get? Man, everything was thrown in my face. Just heck that. Heh.

I’m going to miss blogging too! Ah…goodnight people! Love you readers out there.

Still In Love

My body’s starting to ache. The pain will worsen the next day, so I hope tomorrow never comes! Ahh, today’s training was good good good. I don’t know, but my stamina improved. I guess it was the mind all along. Haha. You don’t know how I kept myself going! It will sound dull but I just want to shout it out, yeah? I kept insulting myself while running, and I guess I was overwhelmed by the fury and sadness and it kept me going a little. You know, sometimes, I just want to shine like a star but everytime I do so, I fall so hard. At times, my skull would crack, and the brain juice will flow out. Thus, I can’t do well in examinations. Right, I went out of point. As I was saying about training, I enjoyed myself. I’m bad bad bad at gameplay, I just keep getting worse. Oh my lord, save me from this sorrow. I already have enough! :’(

I’ll be going for a 3 days 2 night camp. I’m not looking forward to it because the programmes installed does’nt interest me, at all. I rather stay home and bake all day. I don’t like camps like this! I just want it to be over in a blink of an eye. :’(

I’m worried about not being able to be promoted to secondary 3. I keep thinking about it, 24/7. Its driving me crazy! I am already crazy over this issue. I just want it to be over and done. Dammit, I hate being in this situation. I want to lead a carefree life, I want everyone to worship me, I want the whole world to know my name and I want to be filthy rich! Okay, a wishful part of my thinking. This dream won’t come true, nah-uh. :’(

Goddd, I feel bad inside out. I need you to watch over me, for now. Be it if I injured myself severely during camp or get punished, I just want to be promoted. I don’t care, nothing matters anymore! (I lied) Watch over meeeeeee…yes, me!

Cheer up, Rachel. Life still goes on, you can’t stop the time unless…if you’re dead. God bless me. 

I Just Want To Spend Time With You.

If your love was all I had in this life, it would be enough.

I went to Bugis yesterday with Boohui, Layhoe, Jolene and Esther. I spent $35! My own savings, dammit. At least I still have enough money to spend for next week. Plus, I just got allowance from my dad this afternoon so I guess the damage would’nt be that nasty.

I spent Sunday lazing around, sleeping, eating, listening to music and playing with my hammies. It was good because it was peaceful. Nothing got into my way today, and I like it this way. Haha.

I’ve to say this, I love Beyonce, Trya, Caridee and Lucy Liu! That won’t be my last shout out. Haha.

Photos, photos. Yes, photos! Goodbye.

 

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Under My Umbrella

I need you right now.

Your touch, like an angel.

Do you feel the same, baby?

Can’t help But Wait

Seeing is believing , and I see what you need.

Yesterday was a blast. Let’s do it again! Just the six of us, maybe more.

You don’t have to be a genius to know that I have been happy. You can see from the way I’m blogging, so conclusion, I’m extremely happy with my life. Especially after letting go everything I thought I knew. It felt good, I’m good for now. Hopefully, you won’t see the other part of Rachel for a long time. Anyhow, I’m off to tuition. I’ll blog more when I get home. Bye!

Tell me what you said was true. Did you mean it? I wanne know.

You Can Run Into My Arms

Today’s outing was great, although only 6/33 came. The six persons are Naville, Annabelle, Natelie, Adrian, Xiang Rong and I.

I’m lazy to elaborate so I will write about what we did in point form. Hee.

• We went to Vivo City to watch a movie, Nanny’s Diaries.
• After the movie, we went to Marina for steam boat.
• Along the way, we laughed and joked like bananas.
• When we reached Marina, we started doing the usual stuff.
• We ate until 9PM, and went to the arcade.
• We played until 10PM, and headed home.

I did’nt take much photos, only the guys were willing to take photos. Girls, girls! Haha.

Yeah, good night!